welcome to my life

*the name is mariana* *only girl in the Y household*
*22 years old who is currently carving out her career path - teaching*
*born on 25th april 1984*
*thankful to god for much of life's simplicity and blessed for she is surrounded by wonderful family and friends*
**No love or friendship can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever**
...it's a very short trip..while alive, live...

::Your Two
Cents Worth::

::WANTS::

*charm bracelet
*new stock of make up essentials
*creative travelsound speakers*
*a pair of nice shoes
*a nice leather bag
*more clothes? cant get enough of them rite?
"hmm..dats all i can think of now..but do check regularly for updates" wahaha

::other worlds::

MY multiply

Aza's multiply

Syiks' multiply

Olynn's multiply

Afdlin Shauki

Azlan

Dinah

Dearie

Asnur

Adlina

Hasni

EddyHana

Hannah

Marina

makin menjadi gerls

Nonzahriyah

Nura

::memory lane::
*makin menjadi gerls fotopages*

*non's fotopages*

* KL Trip

* Egypt trip 2005

* Bro's Engagement - 19/11/05

* sEntoSa dAte wIf dEarIe

* KBOX ouTing

* kL menJerit part 3

* kL mEnjeriT part 2

* KL mEnJerIt...ARRGHH!!

* cYcLing oUting @ East Coast Park

* KL trip wif my family

May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
October 2008

blogskins

blogger

i've been having the blues for the past few days..nthg specific happen dat made me feel that way..i guess it was jus one of the times where im a bit more emo than usual..haiz i myself dun like it wen im feeling dis way, but i cant help it..this feeling jus come and go at any time

n i think i was too caught up wif dis feeling until it affected my teaching during mendaki yest..i got so irritated by my students cos they cant grasp a simple formula during maths lessons..got really fed up wen they cant ans simple2 questions n i raised my voice at them..after that, i felt really bad cos all of them were very quiet for quite some time..i felt even worse during their breaktime, when one of my students gave me a slice of kueh lapis(the pink n white one..) cos last week i bought that kueh fr the deli nearby n i ate it during their breaktime in class.. i also told them its one of my fave kueh..then yest, farah said she bought the kueh for me cos i said its my fave..i was so touched by her gesture..thats wen i feel like kicking myself in the butt for losing my patience with them earlier..

seriously, i need to learn to get get a hang of myself..dunno if its jus a girl-thing or its only me who's feeling depressed at times all of a sudden..i know i tend to hurt other ppl's feelings wen im in this state, esp dearie..he's always my punching bag..i think he's too lenient wif me..he needs to be more assertive in handling me wen i start throwing tantrums at him..but then, i dunno if i like it if he takes that approach..it might jus backfire! well, like i've said before, he's too patient wif me..hehe

~flew by @ 5:54 PM